Kirc's Journey

Afternoons of Games, Miniature Golf & Air Hockey

2007-02-17T05:16:00.000-08:00

My husband decided to go play miniature golf @ Boomers and luckily we didn't get lost finding it, passing by the freeway 78. By the way, I don't play golf...never in my life!

First Stop, Hole #1 (my hubby has been so supportive of me, taking pics of him) >getting pic freak!

Hole #2

Hole #3

Hole #4

Hole #5

Hole #6

Hole #7 (The Sign along the freeway)

Hole #7 still

Hole #7 last shot...

Hole #8 his last shot in the hole for the blue lane.

This what I almost did in this place! Pose.

pose @ this small landscape

Nothing to do here...

hehe...

Pose...

My turn???? First time! positioning...

Then my husband let me try it so maybe I might change my mind about this sport. Then I did. I now looking forward in playing it, not miniature but the PRO style...real Golf Course! (chuckles)

My Bday & Universal Studios

2007-02-11T02:22:00.000-08:00

So much things to do and planning, luckily Wolf was able to have three weeks leave. We were suppose to go to Indy but due to my work, just 2 days off, we'd rather not go there instead start again our New Year with a happy baby, going to theme parks...Since I can't wait til Chloe starts walking (but we'll wait for Disney when she starts walking so she will enjoy it much better), we went to Universal Studios...bought 2-day pass for 30 days. We went there on my birthday. And See it captures below.

We got there by 11, it took us 2 hours to get there, we missed our route! tsk tsk tsk...

There's a big guitar right in the Citywalk, I think it's cool

So I should have one too

Nascar

Harley Davidson store...our new fave!

Time to eat...mine is Dodger's Dog: Cheeseburger Meal, Panda Express for my hubby (KFC and Pizza Hut is close, =( we settled for what's open)...next time we go there...we'll try Wolfgang Puck or Bubba Gump.

1st Stop...Sa Logo ofcourse of the Park

A toy store that we've mistaken as a Hello Kitty store.

Next stop, Shrek

pose with Storm

and then there's Wolverine and the bad-looking monster

plus Capt. America

with Spiderman

Babe & our Baby

Marilyn Monroe likes Chloe...hehe

with Spongebob

with Dora and friend

Ala Fred and Wilma, the couple.

My lil Wilma-lette

Let's join the Fear Factor Challenge

There I was (mhangin tlga sa labas + my hard-headed hubby...tsk tsk)

Too Fast...

Too Furious... (grabe, ang taba ko na tlga...THIS IS NOT ME!!!!) wah!!! Diet na nga me tlga!!!

Vin Diesel's car...muscle car

Bass Fishing...not!

You can have my bag, but you can't have me! wahaa...

My fave actors...Adam & Jim touring the Hollywood

Hollywood Pic of the family!

My 25th bday cake from Goldilocks of Hollywood...

@ Home: We just got back frm L.A....traffic noh! and tired.

Chloe wants to open the Hawaiian bread...

Difficulties

2005-05-30T21:12:00.000-07:00

So, what now? How will I start saying all the stuff I want to fathom from my very harsh yet fulfilling day at the same time.

Truly, Life is hard here on earth if you're not with christians, and sometimes even christians I'm with aren't open to help out. It's really devastating to live on your own and sometimes it's hard to decide what's the best move. . .only we have the answer if we seek God's whisper. Yes, only God will comfort us with all the pain that we have, burdens that we carry daily.

The song, "Lead me Lord" is my theme for tonight! May the goodness and mercy flow upon my life as I strive to become His child, obedient child!

You are my light, I cannot live alone, let me stay in your guiding light! Lead me Lord!

----> Even when I feel like I've been raped, abused, and ripped off. . .torn into pieces. . .God heals me always, now until forever! I love you Lord! May your shining light cross my day tomorrow as I see the day and live again. . .See you!

LOVE is such a beautiful word and at the same time hard to live by when you have to face a difficult one, maybe it's not LOVE for LOVE is kind, LOVE understands, LOVE cares, LOVE conquers all! ---> Maybe not all can have their love of their lives. . .maybe after life. It's better coz we've got the best person to LOVE who rewards!

Second Coming of Jesus

2005-05-05T11:21:00.000-07:00

Jesus promised His disciples He would come again. It's in the Bible, John 14:1-3, TLB. "Let not your heart be troubled. You are trusting God, now trust in Me. There are many homes up there where my Father lives, and I am going to prepare them for your coming. When everything is ready, then I will come and get you, so that you can always be with Me where I am. If this weren't so, I would tell you plainly. And you know where I am going and how to get there."

The angels promised Jesus would come again. It's in the Bible, Acts 1:10-11, TLB. "It was not long afterwards that He rose into the sky and disappeared into a cloud, leaving them staring after Him. As they were straining their eyes for another glimpse, suddenly two white-robed men were standing there among them, and said, 'Men of Galilee, why are you standing here staring at the sky? Jesus has gone away to heaven, and some day, just as He went, He will return!'"

How will Jesus come again? It's in the Bible, Luke 21:27, NIV. "At that time they will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with power and great glory."
How many will see Him when He comes? It's in the Bible, Revelation 1:7, NIV. "Look, He is coming with the clouds, and every eye will see Him, even those who pierced Him; and all the peoples of the earth will mourn because of Him."

What will we see and hear when He comes? It's in the Bible, I Thessalonians 4:16-17, NIV. "For the Lord himself will come down from heaven, with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first. After that, we who are still alive and are left will be caught up with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air."

How visible is His coming to be? It's in the Bible, Matthew 24:27, NIV. "For as the lightening comes from the east and flashes to the west, so will be the coming of the Son of man."
What warning has Christ given so we won't be fooled about the second coming? It's in the Bible, Matthew 24:23-26, NIV. "At that time if anyone says to you, 'Look, here is the Christ! or 'There He is! do not believe it. For false Christ's and false prophets will appear and perform great signs and miracles to deceive even the elect—if that were possible. See, I have told you ahead of time. So if anyone tells you, 'There He is, out in the desert,' do not go out; or, 'Here He is, in the inner rooms,' do not believe it."

Does anyone know the exact time of Christ's coming? It's in the Bible, Matthew 24:36, NIV. "No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father."
Knowing how human it is to procrastinate, what does Christ tell us to do? It's in the Bible, Matthew 24:42, NIV. "Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come."

What warning has Christ given that we might not be taken by surprise by this great event? It's in the Bible, Luke 21:34-36, TLB. "Watch out! Don't let My sudden coming catch you unawares; don't let Me find you living in careless ease, carousing and drinking, and occupied with the problems of this life, like all the rest of the world. Keep a constant watch."

Why is Jesus second coming taking so long? It's in the Bible, II Peter 3:8-9, TLB. "But don't forget this, dear friends, that a day or a thousand years from now is like tomorrow to the Lord. He isn't really being slow about His promised return, even though it sometimes seems that way. But He is waiting, for the good reason that He is not willing that any should perish, and He is giving more time for sinners to repent."

While we wait for Jesus, how should we live? It's in the Bible, Titus 2:11-14, NIV. "For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men. It teaches us to say 'No to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope—the glorious appearing of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, who gave Himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for Himself a people that are His very own, eager to do what is good."

What will the world be like when Jesus comes? It's in the Bible, Matthew 24:37-39, NIV. "As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. For in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark; and they knew nothing about what would happen until the flood came and took them all away. That is how it will be at the coming of the Son of Man."

Will Christ's coming be a time of reward? It's in the Bible, Matthew 16:27 and Revelation 22:12, NIV. "For the Son of Man is going to come in His Father's glory with His angels, and then He will reward each person according to what he has done." "Behold, I am coming soon! My reward is with Me, and I will give to everyone according to what he has done."

Why is Jesus coming back? It's in the Bible, Hebrews 9:28, TLB. "So also Christ died only once as an offering for the sins of many people; and He will come again, but not to deal again with our sins. This time He will come bringing salvation to all those who are eagerly and patiently waiting for Him."

At Jesus' second coming, we will fully experience the reality of our salvation. It's in the Bible, I Corinthians 1:7-8, TLB. "Now you have every grace and blessing; every spiritual gift and power for doing His will are yours during this time of waiting for the return of our Lord Jesus Christ. And He guarantees right up to the end that you will be counted free from all sin and guilt on that day when He returns."

Bible Truth

2005-05-03T12:50:00.000-07:00

Total Abstinence from all liqour or strong drink . . . The Bible expressly forbids the use of intoxicating beverages. Even slight indulgence is sinful and not in keeping with scriptural standards of holiness. "Wine is a mocker, strong drink is raging: and whosoever is deceived thereby is not wise." (Proverbs 20:1)

Read also: Isaiah 28:7, 1 Corinthians 5:11, "Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God." 1 Corinthians 6:10, Galatians 5:21, Ephisians 5:18.

Against use of tobacco in any form . . . The use of tobacco in any form is forbidden, as well as the habitual use of narcotics. These sinful practices defile the body, the temple of the Holy Ghost, and are outward evidence of an impure heart.
"Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and the spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God." 2 Corinthans 7:1,
"Wherefore do ye spend money for that which is not bread? and your labour for that which satisfieth not? hearken diligently unto me, and eat ye that which is good, and let your soul delight itslef in fatness." Isaiah 55:2
"If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are." 1 Corinthian 3:17.

Tithing & Giving . . . Tithing is the paying of one tenth of our increase into treasury of the Church. it began with Abraham, continued under the law, and received Christ's approval. "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted th weigthier matters of the law, judgement, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave other undone," Matthew 23:23. The obligation fo tithing is not fulfilled by giving ten percent to the poor or to some good cause but only by paying it into the Church treasury. Giving differs from and is in addition to tithing. Both are parts of God's plan to finance His work on earth. Genesis 14:20, Malachi 3:10, "But this I say, He which soweth sparingly shall reap also sparingly; and he which soweth bountifully shall reap also bountifully. Every man according as he purposeth in his heart, so let him give; not grudgingly, or of necessity: for God loveth a cheerful giver. And God is able to make all grace abound toward you; that ye always having all sufficiency in all things, may abound to every good work: (As it is written, He hath dispersed abroad; he hath given to the poor: his righteousness remaineth forever." 2 Corinthians 9:6-9

9 Char. of Genuine Fellowship

2005-05-03T12:17:00.000-07:00

This pic was taken @ Fishcake's zoom zoom...my kengkoy/kwela fwnd from Xbox Team.
These are the 9 Biblical Fellowship or a.k.a. Genuine Fellowship in Purpose Driven Life and these are the ff:

1. Authenticity -> We share our true feelings
2. Mutuality -> Encourage each other
3. Sympathy -> Support each other
4. Mercy -> Forgive each other
5. Honesty -> speak the truth in love
6. Humility -> Admit our weaknesses
7. Courtesy -> respect our differences
8. Frequency -> Make group a priority

Comment: We should value Bible Study and Prayer Meeting every week. We should not neglect and remove it in our list or schedule, rather than go to parties and booze bars and get drunk...this piece of advice, hopefully would trimmed down God's meloncholy towards young people like us who were lost and fooled by their own choice of lifestyle like booze, cigs, parties, sex and rock n roll. It's ok if you are in a christian band or choir or anything that has to do with spreading the good news. It's all about Him...Love and be godly like Him, Jesus Christ. Walk with Jesus so we will be guided unto the right path. Pray always so He will dwell in your heart forever..and you will dwell in His house too, forever and ever. Amen.

1 Corinthians 13:6-8
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres, Love never fails.

Ephisians 4:2
Be completely humble & gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.

My Ever-fave song in my Rave...Rivermaya: If

2005-04-28T15:10:00.000-07:00

This pic was taken @ d bus from Subic with MSN Account(XBOX)

If i could choose to live my life
there'll be no if's to say
if i would choose to hold ur hand
there'll be no words to say
without thought
without pride
leave the things that see to weaken us
without fear
without lies
let the magic turn ur life around
if i would choose to touch u there
would u touch me there too
if u would choose to stay with me
i'll spend my life with u
without thought
without pride
leave the things that seem to weaken us
without fear
leave ur lies
let the magic turn ur life around

Tribute to Gary Rimes

2005-04-18T12:20:00.000-07:00

I met Gary Rimes last Dec 2004, a fellow filipino and a friend of my husband...I forgot the exact date when they (Wolf & Rimes) went to my Uncle's house to pick me up. We, then went to Oceanside. Rimes invited us (Wolf & I) to watch movie with him. I decline the invitation bcoz I miss talking to Wolf at that time and He just got back from training so we decided to just chill in his truck.

2nd time I met Rimes and I guess the last, was when we went up to Frisco last Dec 10...it was late at night when we (Wolf & I) pick him up in Santa Maria, CA. He was dropped off by his filipino friend too.

When we got to Frisco, we headed to find a hotel to stay in and Wolf had seen a weighing sumthing for his truck so he went there as I wait for him in our room. At that time, Rimes was already with his friends or his girlfriend...I'm not sure coz we're just gonna meet him the next day anyway.

Then Dec. 12, lunch time...we all started cruising the freeway to headed back to Fallbrook where I stay. It was a 9-hour travel so Rimes was the one to drive us in the middle of the trip. He routed on the Malibu side of CA, there I saw lots of very huge mansions and lots of acres, with ofcourse, their so-called exclusive gate! My hubby on the other hand, ofcourse is sleeping, tired of checking out Alcatraz...his fave tourist attraction.

Then last April 01, 2005...I saw in the internet, news about a marine who died in Al Anbar, with a specific batallion and regiment..in which I know a few of them.
After 5 days, April 05, 2005...from Department of Defense Press Release on Casualties, rimes died last April 01 as a result of hostile action in Al Anbar Province, Iraq.

I condole the loss of one of the brave USMC who was called for duty. Let's all pray for the US troops and other troops that are helping other countries to have freedom and to spread the goodness of humanity in helping hands.
How many tragedies do we have to encounter for us to be shaken and believe in God that He is God. Let's all repent and claim God's love for us. For He died for our sins and for us to have an everlasting life that whosoever believes in Him will not perish.

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you shall find; knock and the door will be opened to you." Matthew 7:7

Jeremiah 29:11

2005-04-11T23:14:00.000-07:00

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

5 Random Chika Trivia

2005-03-28T15:33:00.000-08:00

ISA [tagalog]

>>>My Sunny Pic Effect - Wlang mgwa, DigiCam Freak!?!

TWEEDE [deutch]

>>> My fave PS2 Game! Saya mg-Drag!

TRES [spanish]

>>> My very controversial fave Film from Japan, ashteg!

FOUR [english]

>>> Cute ba? pinag-iipunan ko, but I'm also thinking of PT Cruiser, Accord or Mustang???

GO [chinese]

>>> My fave Fastfood Chain! courtesy of my hubby! We love it!

Last Questions: Got this from Nikki

2005-03-27T17:34:00.000-08:00

Just wanna add some more...here, san pa?

...LAST NAME: W_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ LAST HAIRCUT: April 2004 LAST PIERCE/TATOO: pierce? H.S., tattoo? never LAST CRY: a few mins. ago, I always cry, most of the time when praying LAST SWEAR: i cnt recall LAST SONG HEARD: rainbow by south border, until now actually. LAST WATCHED TV SHOW: friends, last night LAST MOVIE: Constantine with my hubby LAST MISSED CALL: no one. only my hubby calls me at my cell! exclusive for him. LAST RECEIVED CALL: my hubby LAST NUMBER DIALED: no one. i dnt call anyone frm my cell. LAST SMS SENT: no one. i dnt use sms. LAST SMS RECEIVED: again, no one.LAST BATH: this morning before goin' to church LAST FIST FIGHT: tgal na, last 2003 with Suntokaran, my teammates LAST ACHIEVEMENT: getting married to Wolf and accepting God as my Savior!
LAST SMILE: knina while playing cards with Beth LAST TIME U WERE SCOLDED BY UR FOLKS: i cnt recall, and i dnt like that, it's not proper
LAST HARD-LAUGH: i guess with my hubby, he's such a cutie and a funny baby! LAST TIME U FELT SICK: last week pa yta, my gums! and im lazy...last week. LAST EXERCISE: yesterday? with Beth, warm up exercise
LAST TIME U HAD CRUSHES: when I saw Wolf for the first time! He's got beautiful hazel eyes LAST TIME U HAD UR HEART BROKEN: August 2004
LAST TIME U FELL DEEPLY IN LOVE: until now and forever, I will always be in love with Wolf! LAST PERSON U MISSED: my hubby!!! LAST PERSON U KISSED: my hubby!!! LAST PERSON U FELL IN LOVE WITH: my hubby!!!
LAST FOOD U ATE: tinolang manok with patis ofcourse! LAST DRINK: h2o
LAST THING U BOUGHT: goodies and a birthday card for my baby boy!
LAST CD U BOUGHT: im not into it. tgal na, Sandwich pa kay Mike D! I download lang coz of my mp3 player! LAST TIME U RENTED A VCD/CD: VHS sa blockbuster: KillBill last Nov. LAST TIME U BOUGHT A VCD/DVD: last Feb., my hubby bought me complete 2nd season of Spongebob, I bought Mr. Deeds also courtesy of my hubby. LAST TAKEN PHOTO OF URSELF: last Feb 28 LAST MALL U WENT TO: Wal Mart or Mervyns LAST TIME U TRIPPED AND FELL: i cnt remember, all the time! hehe LAST TIME U BROKE A GLASS: i cnt recall, i think never, plate lang when i was just a kid. LAST TIME U PRAYED: a while ago...every now and then. LAST TIME U WENT OUT WITH FRIENDS: sa Paranaque/Antipolo, i think with Mike D, Ada and Arvin
LAST PLACE U WENT TO: Church in Riverside and Uncle Ernie's house
LAST ANNOYANCE: knina coz it was so humid inside the van and i'm feelin' dizzy, but not really...kids are really noisy. that's normal LAST SAID ONLINE: with tj yta..."it's in mommy's rm or dad's ofc" LAST TIME U GOT ANGRY: not really. nada LAST PERSON(s) U WENT OUT WITH: my hubby! but my Lola, Beth and I went to Wal Mart last friday.

Stevie Wonder: My Cherie Amour > Kirc Loves Wolf <

2005-03-26T11:36:00.000-08:00

La la la la la la
La la la la la la

My Cherie Amour, lovely as a summer's day
My Cherie Amour, distant as the Milky Way
My Cherie Amour, pretty little one that I adore
You're the only girl my heart beats for
How I wish that you were mine

In a cafe or sometimes on a crowded street
I've been near you, but you never notice me
My Cherie Amour, won't you tell me how could you ignore
That behind that little smile I wore
How I wish that you were mine

La la la la la la
La la la la la la

Maybe someday you'll see my face among the crowd
Maybe someday I'll share your little distant cloud
Oh, Cherie Amour, pretty little one that I adore
You're the only girl my heart beats for
How I wish that you were mine

La la la la la la
La la la la la la

Stevie Wonder: You are the sunshine of my life >>> Wolf

2005-03-26T10:23:00.000-08:00

You are the sunshine of my life
That’s why I’ll always be around,
You are the apple of my eye,
Forever you’ll stay in my heart

I feel like this is the beginning,
Though I’ve loved you for a million years,
And if I thought our love was ending,
I’d find myself drowning in my own tears.

You are the sunshine of my life,
That’s why I’ll always stay around,
You are the apple of my eye,
Forever you’ll stay in my heart,

You must have known that I was lonely,
Because you came to my rescue,
And I know that this must be heaven,
How could so much love be inside of you?

You are the sunshine of my life, yeah,
That’s why I’ll always stay around,
You are the apple of my eye,
Forever you’ll stay in my heart.

(background) love has joined us,
Love has joined us,
Let’s think sweet love.

Overjoyed: For my Hubby!

2005-03-26T10:00:00.000-08:00

Over time, I've been building my castle of love
Just for two, though you never knew you were my reason
I've gone much too far for you now to say
That I've got to throw my castle away

Over dreams, I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I've been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day

And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

Over hearts, I have painfully turned every stone
Just to find, I had found what I've searched to discover
I've come much too far for me now to find
The love that I've sought can never be mine

And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me

And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
And maybe with a chance you will find
You too like I
Overjoyed, over loved, over you, over you

My Song for my b@by Wolfy!

2005-02-07T01:46:00.000-08:00

... When I first saw you I already knew ... There was something inside of you ... Something I thought that I would never find ... Angel of mine ...

... I look at you, lookin' at me ... Now I know why they say the best things are free ... I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine ... Angel of Mine ...

... How you changed my world you'll never know ... I'm different now, you helped me grow ... You came into my life sent from above ... When I lost all hope you showed me love ... I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time ... Angel of Mine ...

... Nothing means more to me than what we share ... No one in this whole world can ever compare ... Last night the way you moved is still on my mind ... Angel of Mine ...

... What you mean to me you'll never know ... Deep inside I need to show ... You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above) ... When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love) ... I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time) ... Angel of Mine (Angel of mine) ...

... I never knew I could feel each moment ... As if it were new, ... Every breath that I take, the love that we make ... I only share it with you (you, you, you,you) ... When I first saw you I already knew ... There was something inside of you ... Something I thought that I would never find ... Angel of Mine ...

... You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah) ... When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh) ... I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time) ... Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine) ...

... How you changed my world you'll never know ... I'm different now, you helped me grow ...

... I look at you lookin' at me ... Now I know why they say the best things are free ... I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time ... Angel of Mine ...

My girlfriends @ home: Hope & Elizabeth

2005-02-07T01:32:00.000-08:00

It was every afternoon of weekdays these girls always play around the house... they literally rock the house because of their laughs & loud voices... They invited me to go up the roof with them but I disagree... they were playing with my cellphone and take pictures using it...then I told them why not use my digicam... [and these were the results]

>>> Big Cheezzze

>>> Dalaga-effect Smile!

>>> The Duo @ the roof!

Then they told me they wanted to dress up and I guess be creative... [ and these were the results]

>>> Hopey as Aqua Girl

>>> Lizzie looks like a cheerleader w/ an Extreme Make Over

>>> looks like we've got a winter-looking gal in California?!

>>> A close-up after having an Extreme Make Over!

>>> If u look at the red-looking sack thingie...it's Paul, Hope's oldest brother.

>>> The cheerleader in a wider angle

My B@by's song for me!!!

2005-01-16T01:18:00.000-08:00

{Another Rise & Shine moment} @ my room w/o mah b@by... =( + but it's ok coz he'll be here on the 8th eniweis.

It's Your Love (Tim Mcgraw with Faith Hill)(Stephony Smith)

Dancin' in the dark
Middle of the night
Takin' your heart
And holdin' it tight

Emotional touch
Touchin' my skin
And askin' you to do
What you've been doin' all over again

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love

Better than I was
More than I am
And all of this happened
By takin' your hand

And who I am now
Is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than everI'm happy and free

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in, no
And if you asked me why I changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love
It just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love
Oh, baby

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love
It's your love
It's your love

Christmas in Indiana n I'm sick

2005-01-05T22:38:00.000-08:00

While in the airplane...before it takes off...

My baby got a dizzy look...

I was out of my hubby's grandparents' house...look@me: mukhang basang sisiw...hahaha Closer shot...pero d parin kita!?! kainis...hindi pro ung photographer!?!

Cat ni hubby named 3rd Bird...I don't know why...hmmm

Another...Thinker...the youngest of his pets...

My hubby with his bestfriend, Riley...tossing the shot glasses my hubby broke last night!?! tsk tsk tsk

My B@bY gave!!!

2005-01-05T22:34:00.000-08:00

My honey, baby, pumpkin...gave me a dozen red roses for our first month being together...isn't he such a sweetie??? =)

here's the pic...

Trip to Alcatraz: Frisco

2005-01-05T21:53:00.000-08:00

It was the night of Dec. 10th when we started headin' upnorth of California...Frisco or let's say just mid of this state...

It took us like 12 hours to go there...ofcourse, we had some stop at a gas station & rest area too...didn't get enough rest but happy coz my hubby really wants to go there...if my hubby's happy, so am I. =)

He is so fascinated by this old "Alcatraz" jail thing...and so that's where we headed...and these are the pics...

My hubby was so curious of this place...you can see it in his face...

The Alcatraz from afar...

The Island of AlcatrazWhat's inside...Some more...My hubby took this...where a lot of tourist were walking n checkin' this jail...2nd Floor of Alcatraz1st Floor

My baby took this coz I told him...he got the others too...but it was cool though...

Frisco at 5pm...we're headin' to our hotel room...traffic jam! It's hard to see every scenery here coz buildings are like bumper to bumper with each other...you can't see them right away...It was too tiring...need to catch some sleep...

Hope you enjoy your mini tour with me and my baby at Frisco, Ca.

U2: All I Want Is You

2004-11-23T14:32:00.000-08:00

You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want your story to remain untold

But all the promises we made
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you'll give me a highway with no one on it
A treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say you'll give me eyes in a world of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest

But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You
All I want is...you
All I want is...you
All I want is...you

Knott's Tour: Saturday

2004-11-23T08:23:00.000-08:00

The Name Itself

Which is the 1st American Theme Park

Bigfoot Rapids is the first one we tried...nice! and wet!

Pose first on the great scene behind us...a falls...

While waiting for Ghost Rider in which I thought it was just a scary trail...with scary things to scare people inside...turned out to be a Ghost Roller Coaster...It is the scariest thing ever happpened to me...(mY B@by Boy got me there!) --> nice one!

This is the area where Ghost Rider is located...

Then we saw some act of Western peeps...tryin' to blow some stuff up! hehe

Near the Western thingie is a Howdy Bear statue where we strike a pose again...heehee

And this...

And Riptide...we didn't ride to any rollercoaster thing...after Ghost Rider...eww! scary!

And an Old House...with my B@by BoY!

I told u...no roller coasters...no more heights...

Just look at them...how engineers managed to come up with these things...hehe

It's me with an Old Man near the train...

Then there was a kid who poses to...with an Old Woman beside me...my Hubby took a picture of the kid...hehe (cute!)

My Hubby tried to get me Care Bears coz I said I love to have one...unfortunately...we didn't get anything...there's always a next time noh!

Last...tired and dizzy with this Huge Theme Park...located at Buena Park California...

Smoking Popes: I Need U Around

2004-11-17T11:47:00.000-08:00

Mah Big B@by Boy!

if i could see into your heart
then would i know just where to start
'cause i'm lost and i need to be found
crazy as it sounds, i need you around

if i could stand to be on my own
then i would probably just leave you alone
but i'm gonna feel this way 'til i'm 6 feet underground
crazy as it sounds, i need you around

turning, tossing and turning
my love is burning me down

if i could change one thing in this world
i'd change your mind and make you my girl
'cause i'm lost and i need to be found
crazy as it sounds, i need you around

i'm gonna feel this way 'til i'm 6 feet underground
crazy as it sounds, i need you around

i need you around (3x)

Newsboys: Shine

2004-11-16T13:25:00.000-08:00

Friday Peeps for Bible Study...from 13-26 yrs. old...

Dull as dirt
you can't assert
the kinda light that might persuade
a strict dictator to retire
fire the army,
teach the poor origami
the truth is in
the proof is when you hear your heart start asking
What's my motivation?
And try as you may
there is no way
to explain the kinda change
that would make an eskimo renounce fur
that would make a vegetarian barbeque hamster
unless you can trace this about-face to a certain sign

(Chorus)
shine
make em wonder whatcha got
make em wish that they were not
on the outside looking bored
shine
let it shine before all men
let em see good works and then
let em glorify the lord

Out of the shaker and onto the plate
it isn't karma it sure ain't fate
that would make a deadhead sell his van
that would make a schizophrenic turn in his crayons
Oprah freaks
and science seeks
a rationale that shall excuse this strange behavior
when you let it shine
you will inspire the kind of entire turnaround
that would make a bouncer take ballet
even bouncers who aren't happy
but out of the glare
with nowhere to turn
you ain't gonna learn it on "What's my Line?"

repeat Chorus

My Days: from Wed til last night

2004-11-15T13:00:00.000-08:00

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::My beloved:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Last Wednesday...Eric and I went to the mall in Oceanside...bought some stuff...then we pick-up Tim and one friend to drived them to LAX for a vacation in Michigan...

Eric and I just had a great time together...always...

We went to see a movie last Saturday night, watched The Incredibles and Alfie...sneaked some on The Grudge and Team America while waiting for Shark Tale but too bad there isn't last full show of it by 10pm...so we decided to wacth Alfie instead...that's how Alfie get in the picture...

coz it's late already and I'm too tired of going to the pier to see the waves...we decided to call it a night...I worked on a Sunday morning...got off from it and moved temporarily at my lola's apartment...

With my lola, Eric and I ate pizza and chicken where we had a heart-2-heart talk...it was such a lovely evening...

I just hope everything will turned out fine with our peaceful life here in California...(sigh)

Sunday Grabe Sunday

2004-11-07T19:33:00.000-08:00

What a hectic sched I got this weekend!!!

It started last Friday, went out with my new friend Eric, also known as Wolf to his co-workers...we watched SAW and it was cool, great cinema here! and my date, tinulugan lang ako, hehe...and it's cold outside, Grabe...we're chillin outside sa lamig!!! where's my mittens??? =)

then chikahan galore...kwentuhan to the max..hanggang sa antukin...

Saturday came, again after work, Eric came by...tambay, chika, buy food sa Sav on and Albertsons, eat our stuff, mine is Vanilla Frapp by Starbucks and Lays, his is Hershey's Cookies and Cream drink and popcorn...watch TFC then punta blockbuster, rented Kill Bill...watched it with Ate Leny and Tim too...as usual tulog nanaman...hehe

Sunday came, we went to the church with my clan here and Wolf...we convoy our uncle's van...heard the good news, praised Him and gained another good traits...hope this would lasts forever...ate pizza with rootbeer care of my Auntie Yoly! =) then headed back home @ the Emerald...had a great time with Wolf...but ofcourse, take it easy ba`by! so friends muna kami...but everyday conversation over the phone is all we mostly do...ofcourse, I'm not used to dating white guy...it's actually my first...though I went out a couple of months ago in Tennessee however it wasn't not my drift...just a friendly thing though...but with Wolf, first time I saw him, I kinda like him already...there's attraction already...but who knows what the future holds for me here...

I'm listening to Kanye West's Through the Wire...with my uncle's advice about him, to pray for him...well I told my uncle that I wasn't that serious about it though coz I just met him and things are doing pretty well with us..so far...hope for it forever...hehe

Thank You Lord for this man! I may not be the right one for him, but atleast, I made his faith in God grow by being a role model for his life...Thank you Lord for meeting a wonderful man called Wolf...

Newsboys: It Is You

2004-11-03T07:46:00.000-08:00

As we lift up our hands
Will you meet us here
As we call on your name
Will you meet us here
We have come to this place
to worship You
God of Mercy and Grace

***It is you, we adore
It is you, praises are for
Only you
The Heavens declare
it is you
it is you

~~~Holy, Holy is our God Almighty
Holy, Holy is His name alone
Holy, Holy is our God Almighty
Holy, Holy is His name alone

^^^It is you
We adore
It is you
only you

As we lift up our hands
will you meet us here
As we call on your name
will you meet us here
we have come to this place
to worship you
God of mercy and grace

Repeat *** and ~~~

As we lift up our hands
As we call on your name
Will you visit this place
by your Mercy and Grace(repeat)

It is you
We adore
It is you
It is you

Repeat ~~~ , ~~~ , ^^^

Newsboys: Million Pieces

2004-11-03T01:20:00.000-08:00

Like a million raindrops
Falling from a blue sky Kissin' your cares goodbye
They all fall Like a million pieces
A tickertape parade high
And now your're free to fly

Carryin' a milstone malaise
It's been pulling down your gaze
You pound the pavement
It don't give or care
This weight ain't yours to bear
Why you holdn' grudges in old jars?
Why you wanna show off all your scars?
What's it gonna take to lay a few burdens down? It's a beautiful sound

When that muffled sigh
Says you're barely getting by
Cut yur burdens loose and just simplify Simplify
This is not your floor
You're going higher than before
Drop the weight now
Wait for the lookout guide Look outside

You've gotta lay that burden down
You've gotta lay that burden down
It's time to leave your burdens in a pyre
Set a bonfire 'Cause when you lay your burdens down
When you lay you burdens down
When you drop them burdens What a free-fall What a thrill
Bury them all In a landfill

Home: Lovely Monday

2004-11-02T23:14:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, We had a party @ work, pretty Venisse's birthday! We have cooked a lot and a lot of food were served...

My co-worker, Ate Leny told me that her Marine boyfriend would come with a friend that they would introduced...

Then they came around 8pm...Tim and Eric came...I was surprised coz he looked nice and friendly...after they finished eating at the peninsula kitchen table, they seated at the couches too where I and Ate Vernie were seating...We never do converse with each other ...finally due to the naughty couples (Tim and Ate Leny's trigger) We talked...I do most of the talking, teaching them our language, tagalog, in which they would love to speak and learn...hehe

As they dropped me off my house coz it's late already for me to call my grandma to pick me up there...I just say my normal goodbyes and take cares to the two gentleman...but Eric ask for my number but I told him I don't have a cellphone so I don't give any...He asked me also if I'll be at Ate Leny's place on friday...in which I agree...then I got off towards our gate...I could still hear the engine of his car, as I walked away from them...

Today, I called up Ate Leny to ask if they called her up already...and she said yes...I told her my side, but in the other hand, she told me that Eric likes me...and I told her that she could get my home phone number if he wants to...

Then Ate Leny called up around 6pm...telling me she gave my number already...

He called up after we put the phone down...we talked til past 9...

*** I just wanna break some ice right now coz I played on my cousin's cam...see me eating, trippin' --> call it that way perhaps! ***

Wayne Wonder: Hold Me Now

2004-11-02T13:12:00.000-08:00

I have a picture,
Pinned to my wall.
An image of you and of me and we're laughing and loving it all.
But look at our life now.
We're tattered and torn.
We fuss and we fight and lay in the tears we cry until dawn.

[CHORUS]
Hold me now, warm my heart.
Stay with me, let loving start (let loving start)

You say I'm a dreamer, we're two of a kind.
Both of us searching for some perfect world we know we'll never find.
Perhaps I should leave here, yeah yeah go far away.
But you know there's no where I'd rather be than with you here today.

[CHORUS]

You ask if I love you, well what can I say?
You know I do and if this is just one of those games that we play.
So I'll sing you a new song.
Please don't cry anymore.
And then I'll ask you forgiveness though I don't really know what I'm asking it for.

[CHORUS]

I'ts Mah Partey!

2004-11-02T13:11:00.000-08:00

My Farewell Party @ Club Centro, Libis
August 21, 2004
VIP 4

***Sorry if it's blurry, I just used cellhpone to picture those pictures...in short, it wasn't scanned yet!*** + I used some more effects to make it a lil bit more cool...

With Moi Cooya and Nikki

With Moi Cousins: Doned, Brian and Patrick

With Moi special guest friends: G Force [ Kirby, Kuya Mike and their cousin Paul ] Missing in action, Best Matus (d gumigimick), Kuya Gee (busy sa Brazil?), Kuya Clint (bka may date?) and Francis (inlove kc eh)

Kirc and Aby Ganda, ganda nya noh? =)

With Moi, Aby, Rhea, Ada & Pyer

With Cobalt Friends: Sami, Jojo, Pyer, Benjie, Aby, Jomike, Moi and Vivien
Missing here were RJ (el gimikero y Makati boy la conio iho), Jade ( nkalimutang dumaan, may date too), Ado (Zandro boy, may katampuhan yta sa Cobalt Peeps), and ofcourse...Ed (out of country ang trip! = to work...)

Cobalt Couple: Jojo and Vivien with Pyer, Moi and Jomike

With moi, Tau Gamma frnds...I'm not a member of any fraternity...I'm everyones' friend...I'm not into it and everybody respects that...

With Moi, RJ, Kuya Edgar and Jape

WedNews Journal

2004-10-27T21:39:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, Well, What do we have for today...Kinda started early, I mean waking up like 3:30am? ...wondering why??? >>> I slept around 7pm...that's why! ...ehehe

I did my famous routine online, checking friendster til 6am, yet I was busy reading Purpose Driven Life, Day 3 which really hits me to the bones so much coz it's very very enlightening and inspiring at the same time...You should read it too and I promise you, your life will change forever...coz "we're here to prepare for eternity"...by Rick Warren (Thank you Lord!!!)

...Slept again, then woke up around 10am then open the PC again, checked latest phones, in short, window shopping online, but HO! T-Mobile catches my attention as in! So you know what will be my carrier here in the states, `eh!

...On the other hand, I cooked Meatballs with Mozarella Cheese Spaghetti in red sauce, what else! `eh... For today...and ate the Chocolate Cake I made yesterday...hmmm, yummy!

Alicia Keys: If I Ain't Got U

2004-10-25T18:41:00.000-07:00

Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things Define what's within
I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial
Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything
But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them
And in a world on a silver platter And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything
But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything
But everything means nothing If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing If I ain't got you with me baby

My Purpose In Life: 1

2004-10-25T13:40:00.000-07:00

It's not about me, "For everything, absolutely everything, above and below, visible and invisible...everything got started in Him and finds it's purpose in Him." Collosians 1:16...I live because of God, therefore, we should act in His likeness and do what is needed for the Glory of God.

Before I end my day at night and pray, I make it to the point to analyzed the things that I did for the day, see if everything was right and if there's something wrong about it, I make sure that I'll pray for it too (for guidance, mercy and grace), not only the good things that happened to me during the day, so that I can prevent and not to repeat that act again and do what should be done, for God has His reason for doing that and I thank God for all the things that has been happening in my life. God is the center of my life and I lived because He wants me to, never to forget that God is almighty and everything you can think of as the highest of all positive traits for He is the Lord, our Savior, our Creator, and our only God. My love for God cannot be measure for I will die for Him, in Him and by Him...for I crave to live in Heaven with Him and everyone who is with Him too...I wanna be happy forever, and the only way to achieve it is to get near Him, love Him, spread the good news, act as one, do everything in His likeness so we will be save.

Usher feat. Alicia Keys: My Boo

2004-10-24T23:10:00.000-07:00

There's always that one person That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

[Alicia intro:]I don't know bout cha'll But I know about us and uh
This is the only way We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll But I know about us and uh
This is the only way We know how to rock

[Usher Verse:]Do you remember girl I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and People screaming your name Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus:][Usher:]It started when we were younger You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]I was in love with you when we were younger You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to timeI still feel like my boo And I can see it no matter How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life You will always be my boo

[Alicia Verse:]Yes I remember boy Cause after we kissed I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy The moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame And people screaming your name I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:][Usher:]It started when we were younger You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my booAnd I see it from time to time I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life You will always be my boo

[Usher:]My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo
[Alicia:]My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus:][Usher:]It started when we were younger You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]I don't know bout cha'llBut I know about us and uh This is the only wayWe know how to rockI don't know bout cha'llBut I know about us and uh This is the only wayWe know how to rock

Chillout Ba`by: Time to Relax

2004-10-24T21:52:00.000-07:00

I'ts nice to hear those Chillout music from Chicane, as if reminding you the solemn life has to offer, despite the inconveniences and hardships that life brings. Believing in your dreams is what it seems trying to imply...Listening to different genres of music is so cool and enticing as they are to be as you listen to their melodies and lyrics...like from Wayne Wonder, sings "hold me now, warm my heart, stay with me, let loving start..." Isn't that great! Oh, how wonderful it is to hear those fave songs of mine that uplift my burning heart for love...

Just got home from work and I thought I'll never get to see this computer this Sunday, exactly 6pm coz I can't wait to touch this once again, i'ts been a couple of days now and though my mind is pre-occupied at times by the rocky road of this swirling life of mine, as always! hehe...still I find peace in my heart and my mind now...Happy with what have been happening to me, feels like things are starting to go in their right positions...as if running blue and white clouds are trying to revolve around my kaleidoscope world...

So lame and naive, things that I think I am right as this moment...Light things are those that I accept, nothing more, nothing less...and I wonder "If everything can ever be this real forever, if everything can ever be this true, oh yeah!"

Chicane: Love on the Run

2004-10-24T21:48:00.000-07:00

Like love on the run
Like love on the run

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

If you could look into the sun again,
cause I believe now and then...
On the run (6x)

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Today: Just had a Music Fest

2004-10-22T21:08:00.000-07:00

Another friday is almost over…good thing I have found another hobby, downloading music, then compiled them in CD…I have as of now five categories with 20 songs each, I gave them each names, which is Party Vol 1, compose of house, techno, drum and bass sounds that sure can awaken your sleeping nerves and senses like those from DJ Skribble, Moony, Milky, Safri Duo, Basement Jaxx, Chicane, ATB, Benny Benassi and a lot more…the 2nd one is r&b 1, compose of Alicia Keys, Usher, Maxwell, Nelly and some great black musicians that I like…3rd one is called Alternative Rockafella compose of artists like Foo Fighters, Massive Attack, 311, Wayne Wonder, Dishwalla, Green Day, STP, The White Stripes and so much more…the 4th one was about love, all those that can make you feel the love, inspiring ones from Whitney Houston, Boyz II Men, and more to come, coz right now I was just finishing the 1st to 3rd compilation of my favorite music…hehe…and last but not the least were the mixed ones, like from Orbital, Morcheeba, Prodigy, Sasha & Digweed, and Fatboy Slim were some…good thing there’s a CD burner that I can use here to make my day even better…This is me, a music enthusiast with lots of genre` to appreciate…

Usher: U Got It Bad

2004-10-22T16:22:00.000-07:00

Oh, no, no, no, no, no...
When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crewSaid you act like you're ready
But you don't really knowAnd everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, fucked aroundAfter all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be aloneIf you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it badIf you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have funIt's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to knowI really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide worldLadies say
I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can
See I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...heyU got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have funIt's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
{breakdown}
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it badIf you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have funIt's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

I'm Sensible

2004-10-20T20:20:00.000-07:00

I take love and commitment very seriously. To me, love is a partnership. It's an extreme form of friendship. Dating gives me a chance to learn what I like and don't like and who I would get along with best. However, once I know who I'm looking for, it's a waste of time to pursue a relationship and risk falling in love with someone I know is incompatible. The Sensible love style is the most practical and reasonable of the love styles. I don't expect love at first sight. Liking someone is a good start, and as comfort and closeness grow, love can emerge. Of course, Sensible lovers have to be prepared for the possibility that it may not work out that way. When we "fall in" love, we "fall away" from the routines and rules that define our day-to-day lives. It's this extraordinary emotion that motivates us to rearrange our lives and priorities to incorporate someone else. Paradoxically, it's the irrational part of love that helps us deal with all the pragmatic and logistical challengesof committing to someone.
Even after a passionate stretch, chances are my approach to love will return to a more Sensible style. Most lovers, regardless of how they start, evolve more into companions over time anyway. For now, my "style" of loving has these common features:
I'm looking for a very close, intimate relationship. I want to share the most important aspects of my life with him and not feel like I have to hold things back. The past is the past, but I should be open and honest about my life now. If I love him, I want to know about his hopes and dreams and try to help make them come true.
I'm most likely to fall in love with a man who's independent by nature. He won't expect to merge his life with me. Keeping separate friends, for example, will just give me more to talk about when we're together.
Like the song says, "If you want to know if he loves you so, it's in his kiss." You want passionate kisses and won't settle for anything less. The two of us will probably be instantly attracted to each other. Sexual chemistry isn't everything, but it's a great way to connect body and soul with my partner.
Both partners have to decide when I'm ready to make a commitment and at what pace. Rushing into a commitment only adds to the pressure of forming a relationship. The two of us have to find the type and level of commitment that makes sense given my feelings and how long we've been together.

I'm Idealist

2004-10-20T20:16:00.000-07:00

As an Idealist, my mission in life is to make the world a better place. I care about big ideas and big issues, but I'm also dedicated to the lives of the people around me. In many ways, I'm the ideal friend or co-worker. I have great empathy skills. I give sound advice, but more importantly, I know when to just listen. At work, I'm a natural facilitator, motivator, and energizer. I have a gift for promoting harmony and cooperation at work. In fact, few things bother me more than conflicts at work.
My hopes and dreams are very important to me, so I take other people's dreams seriously, too. My friends and family know they can come to me for a booster shot of support and optimism, whether it's for pursuing their dream job or dream man or woman.
Most people have goals and dreams, but I'me more likely than most to actually achieve them. I have a clear idea of what I want in life. I anticipate and plan around obstacles, and I'm a sharp problem solver. Plus, it's pretty darn hard to discourage me.
Idealists come in many varieties, from the academic to the pragmatic. I stand soundly in the middle. Only you know what you'll do with your gifts. Ultimately, whether I touch the world, my community, or simply my closest friends and family—it's Idealists like me that give us all the inspiration to dream and strive for something more.

My Anecdote 1

2004-10-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

What a DAy..Another day has gone up and I'm still here..and everyone else, had already move on..Quite strange it is to feel this way..So empty yet so full of energy to boost out..What am I again today? A human with a heart but no one to share it with, yeah, same old problem of all out there..It's no big issue to some, right, but anyhow, let me share this piece of bitterness and all those meloncholy things I feel inside of my deepest thoughts..Let me start this by saying my vows to all those who are happy and have somebody to share their bed at night..People aren't good enough to some, and some are just a piece of goodies that you can just see all the time and fancied..Not good enough for a girl like me to stand in the rain with no one to hold on to, share my thoughts and intimate moments, soo good to feel, so nice to hear, yet so far to be real...Am I being miserable? I hope not, I still love my family and those who are enjoying my presence..I know there are still times where I feel like giving myself to someone that loves me more than I like, just liking them..The fact that I don't feel any magic nor spark, doesn't push me into it..But I guess if I'm going to become stubborn..I'll be single for the rest of my life...