WedNews Journal

Wednesday, Well, What do we have for today...Kinda started early, I mean waking up like 3:30am? ...wondering why??? >>> I slept around 7pm...that's why! ...ehehe

I did my famous routine online, checking friendster til 6am, yet I was busy reading Purpose Driven Life, Day 3 which really hits me to the bones so much coz it's very very enlightening and inspiring at the same time...You should read it too and I promise you, your life will change forever...coz "we're here to prepare for eternity"...by Rick Warren (Thank you Lord!!!)

...Slept again, then woke up around 10am then open the PC again, checked latest phones, in short, window shopping online, but HO! T-Mobile catches my attention as in! So you know what will be my carrier here in the states, `eh!

...On the other hand, I cooked Meatballs with Mozarella Cheese Spaghetti in red sauce, what else! `eh... For today...and ate the Chocolate Cake I made yesterday...hmmm, yummy!

Alicia Keys: If I Ain't Got U

Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things Define what's within
I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial
Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything
But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them
And in a world on a silver platter And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything
But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything
But everything means nothing If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing If I ain't got you with me baby

My Purpose In Life: 1

It's not about me, "For everything, absolutely everything, above and below, visible and invisible...everything got started in Him and finds it's purpose in Him." Collosians 1:16...I live because of God, therefore, we should act in His likeness and do what is needed for the Glory of God.

Before I end my day at night and pray, I make it to the point to analyzed the things that I did for the day, see if everything was right and if there's something wrong about it, I make sure that I'll pray for it too (for guidance, mercy and grace), not only the good things that happened to me during the day, so that I can prevent and not to repeat that act again and do what should be done, for God has His reason for doing that and I thank God for all the things that has been happening in my life. God is the center of my life and I lived because He wants me to, never to forget that God is almighty and everything you can think of as the highest of all positive traits for He is the Lord, our Savior, our Creator, and our only God. My love for God cannot be measure for I will die for Him, in Him and by Him...for I crave to live in Heaven with Him and everyone who is with Him too...I wanna be happy forever, and the only way to achieve it is to get near Him, love Him, spread the good news, act as one, do everything in His likeness so we will be save.

Usher feat. Alicia Keys: My Boo

There's always that one person That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

[Alicia intro:]I don't know bout cha'll But I know about us and uh
This is the only way We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll But I know about us and uh
This is the only way We know how to rock

[Usher Verse:]Do you remember girl I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and People screaming your name Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus:][Usher:]It started when we were younger You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]I was in love with you when we were younger You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to timeI still feel like my boo And I can see it no matter How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life You will always be my boo

[Alicia Verse:]Yes I remember boy Cause after we kissed I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy The moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame And people screaming your name I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:][Usher:]It started when we were younger You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my booAnd I see it from time to time I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life You will always be my boo

[Usher:]My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo
[Alicia:]My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus:][Usher:]It started when we were younger You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]I don't know bout cha'llBut I know about us and uh This is the only wayWe know how to rockI don't know bout cha'llBut I know about us and uh This is the only wayWe know how to rock

Chillout Ba`by: Time to Relax

I'ts nice to hear those Chillout music from Chicane, as if reminding you the solemn life has to offer, despite the inconveniences and hardships that life brings. Believing in your dreams is what it seems trying to imply...Listening to different genres of music is so cool and enticing as they are to be as you listen to their melodies and lyrics...like from Wayne Wonder, sings "hold me now, warm my heart, stay with me, let loving start..." Isn't that great! Oh, how wonderful it is to hear those fave songs of mine that uplift my burning heart for love...

Just got home from work and I thought I'll never get to see this computer this Sunday, exactly 6pm coz I can't wait to touch this once again, i'ts been a couple of days now and though my mind is pre-occupied at times by the rocky road of this swirling life of mine, as always! hehe...still I find peace in my heart and my mind now...Happy with what have been happening to me, feels like things are starting to go in their right positions...as if running blue and white clouds are trying to revolve around my kaleidoscope world...

So lame and naive, things that I think I am right as this moment...Light things are those that I accept, nothing more, nothing less...and I wonder "If everything can ever be this real forever, if everything can ever be this true, oh yeah!"

Chicane: Love on the Run

Like love on the run
Like love on the run

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

If you could look into the sun again,
cause I believe now and then...
On the run (6x)

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Like love on the run there will be tommorow
the stars and the sun every beam I'll follow
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

The sound of the drum keeps my soul depending
each day and each night and its never ending
Together we're dancing all night long
together we're dancing on and on

Today: Just had a Music Fest

Another friday is almost over…good thing I have found another hobby, downloading music, then compiled them in CD…I have as of now five categories with 20 songs each, I gave them each names, which is Party Vol 1, compose of house, techno, drum and bass sounds that sure can awaken your sleeping nerves and senses like those from DJ Skribble, Moony, Milky, Safri Duo, Basement Jaxx, Chicane, ATB, Benny Benassi and a lot more…the 2nd one is r&b 1, compose of Alicia Keys, Usher, Maxwell, Nelly and some great black musicians that I like…3rd one is called Alternative Rockafella compose of artists like Foo Fighters, Massive Attack, 311, Wayne Wonder, Dishwalla, Green Day, STP, The White Stripes and so much more…the 4th one was about love, all those that can make you feel the love, inspiring ones from Whitney Houston, Boyz II Men, and more to come, coz right now I was just finishing the 1st to 3rd compilation of my favorite music…hehe…and last but not the least were the mixed ones, like from Orbital, Morcheeba, Prodigy, Sasha & Digweed, and Fatboy Slim were some…good thing there’s a CD burner that I can use here to make my day even better…This is me, a music enthusiast with lots of genre` to appreciate…

Usher: U Got It Bad

Oh, no, no, no, no, no...
When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crewSaid you act like you're ready
But you don't really knowAnd everything in your past - you wanna let it go
I've been there, done it, fucked aroundAfter all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be aloneIf you're touched by the words in this song
Then baby...
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it badIf you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have funIt's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more
Like my money, all my cars(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy(I do it just cause I'm...)
Said I'm fortunate to have you girl
I want you to knowI really adore you
All my people who know what's going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl
I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide worldLadies say
I'm your girl, you're my man
Promise to love you the best I can
See I've been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y'all are just like me
It's too bad that you can't see
That you got it bad...heyU got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have funIt's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad
{breakdown}
U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it badIf you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have funIt's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

I'm Sensible

I take love and commitment very seriously. To me, love is a partnership. It's an extreme form of friendship. Dating gives me a chance to learn what I like and don't like and who I would get along with best. However, once I know who I'm looking for, it's a waste of time to pursue a relationship and risk falling in love with someone I know is incompatible. The Sensible love style is the most practical and reasonable of the love styles. I don't expect love at first sight. Liking someone is a good start, and as comfort and closeness grow, love can emerge. Of course, Sensible lovers have to be prepared for the possibility that it may not work out that way. When we "fall in" love, we "fall away" from the routines and rules that define our day-to-day lives. It's this extraordinary emotion that motivates us to rearrange our lives and priorities to incorporate someone else. Paradoxically, it's the irrational part of love that helps us deal with all the pragmatic and logistical challengesof committing to someone.
Even after a passionate stretch, chances are my approach to love will return to a more Sensible style. Most lovers, regardless of how they start, evolve more into companions over time anyway. For now, my "style" of loving has these common features:
I'm looking for a very close, intimate relationship. I want to share the most important aspects of my life with him and not feel like I have to hold things back. The past is the past, but I should be open and honest about my life now. If I love him, I want to know about his hopes and dreams and try to help make them come true.
I'm most likely to fall in love with a man who's independent by nature. He won't expect to merge his life with me. Keeping separate friends, for example, will just give me more to talk about when we're together.
Like the song says, "If you want to know if he loves you so, it's in his kiss." You want passionate kisses and won't settle for anything less. The two of us will probably be instantly attracted to each other. Sexual chemistry isn't everything, but it's a great way to connect body and soul with my partner.
Both partners have to decide when I'm ready to make a commitment and at what pace. Rushing into a commitment only adds to the pressure of forming a relationship. The two of us have to find the type and level of commitment that makes sense given my feelings and how long we've been together.

I'm Idealist

As an Idealist, my mission in life is to make the world a better place. I care about big ideas and big issues, but I'm also dedicated to the lives of the people around me. In many ways, I'm the ideal friend or co-worker. I have great empathy skills. I give sound advice, but more importantly, I know when to just listen. At work, I'm a natural facilitator, motivator, and energizer. I have a gift for promoting harmony and cooperation at work. In fact, few things bother me more than conflicts at work.
My hopes and dreams are very important to me, so I take other people's dreams seriously, too. My friends and family know they can come to me for a booster shot of support and optimism, whether it's for pursuing their dream job or dream man or woman.
Most people have goals and dreams, but I'me more likely than most to actually achieve them. I have a clear idea of what I want in life. I anticipate and plan around obstacles, and I'm a sharp problem solver. Plus, it's pretty darn hard to discourage me.
Idealists come in many varieties, from the academic to the pragmatic. I stand soundly in the middle. Only you know what you'll do with your gifts. Ultimately, whether I touch the world, my community, or simply my closest friends and family—it's Idealists like me that give us all the inspiration to dream and strive for something more.

My Anecdote 1

What a DAy..Another day has gone up and I'm still here..and everyone else, had already move on..Quite strange it is to feel this way..So empty yet so full of energy to boost out..What am I again today? A human with a heart but no one to share it with, yeah, same old problem of all out there..It's no big issue to some, right, but anyhow, let me share this piece of bitterness and all those meloncholy things I feel inside of my deepest thoughts..Let me start this by saying my vows to all those who are happy and have somebody to share their bed at night..People aren't good enough to some, and some are just a piece of goodies that you can just see all the time and fancied..Not good enough for a girl like me to stand in the rain with no one to hold on to, share my thoughts and intimate moments, soo good to feel, so nice to hear, yet so far to be real...Am I being miserable? I hope not, I still love my family and those who are enjoying my presence..I know there are still times where I feel like giving myself to someone that loves me more than I like, just liking them..The fact that I don't feel any magic nor spark, doesn't push me into it..But I guess if I'm going to become stubborn..I'll be single for the rest of my life...